Nervous

Last night, S. told me that he is going to shackle me to the bedframe tonight, all night long. I'm nervous!!!!! I'm kind of hoping he will forget or decide not to do it. The idea of having both my hands and feet tied in such a way that I'm completely helpless the entire night long is scary. And I don't think I'll be sleeping much if I can't turn over or move at all: I usually move a LOT! Oh, and as usual, there's the eternal question of how I'm going to be able to go pee in the middle of the night. S. said I'll just have to hold it. :( :( :( But I think (hope to god) that he was joking!!!! He also mentioned using a gag...

I have a feeling it's going to be a very, very, very long night...